This is okay with me because ever since than each God given day has brought me into a deeper reflection on God's will for me and it is pretty clear that God didn't have it in His plans for me to join the Air Force.
I wasn't trusting God at the time.
Now my adventure to embrace with the new beginnings in this year is to completely trust God in raising funds for going on a mission trip in the heart of Africa. Going through Advanced Mission Training has been on my heart for a while and has never left me.
The future is unknown, anything can happen. All I can do is gives God all I can relying completely on Him for wisdom, strength and stability.
My stability isn't from what career I would get or something else. These things pass away.
God is always my solid rock who remains stable no matter what is going on.
Everyone is trying to push me to go do this or go do that, but honestly my life is but a vapor and I don't want to waste it. I want to do anything through God to do what He wants me to do.
I don't want to say I will do this or I will do that. I want to keep that between God and I.
Everything is going to be good and I will trust Him no matter what.
In the end the outcome will always be for His glory.
God Bless.
